And.. This is my blog, which will soon be flooded with doodles/sketches, quotes and some random bits of my life, like my perspective in things and such.
I love art, and I am a Tradi Artist, though I also experiment with Digital Art from time to time.
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I can’t be the only one.
how to walk like a queen [x]
Editing “Spring within Autumn” for my portfolio. I’m going for a scholarship grant at CSB-SDA :) (I don’t think I have enough presentable pieces though lolol so I’m working on it)
I’m stuck at choosing colors for the background e_____e
Which one is better?
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when i try to draw feet
because insomnia, and thoughts at 4:39 am
Junior year, and this summer before Senior Year: I CAN’T UNDERSTAND MYSELF.
What am I good at?
What do I want to do?
WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?
WHY CAN’T I JUST TAKE A FLIPPING ART COURSE? D:
Why am I too scared to take an art course? All I ever need to do is write that on an application form and pass it. Why is it so hard?
I’m too scared to fail, to make mistakes, to be a “failure”.
First of all, taking an art course would mean lots of expenses, especially on materials and your tuition. Plus, here, there aren’t many schools that specialize in art either.
Art is a luxury. In the real world, it’s hard to make a living out of Art (especially in THIS country). You would most likely be a freelance artist, and you’d have to be EXTREMELY talented to get paid well.
Moreover, there are lots of other “practical” courses out there.
“Why bother doing something you’ll probably fail at when you can succeed doing something else?”
If I take a “practical” course, I’ll probably get a well-paying and stable job. At that point of time, is that what we call “SUCCESS”?
Will I be happy?
NO.
“To be successful is not happiness, but to be happy is success”
What meaning is there to success if I’m not doing what I love?
It’ll just be work, not a dream fulfilled.
What meaning is there if I just talk about my dreams if I don’t make steps towards them?
I’LL JUST MAKE MY DREAMS HAPPEN
and I’ll stop being afraid of the future. :)
Decision made || May 31, 2012 | 4:39am
FIRST CHOICE: FINE ARTS
what if someone tried to rob a nightclub and he ran in and screamed “everyone put your hands up” and everyone was like “yeah dude” and kept dancing
my brain just got fucked so hard.. omfg.
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